It All Comes Down To Risk

Thanks to everyone who weighed in on the first Wrestling With Scripture post. Hopefully we can do this every week.

I think that the reason that I have spent so much time on this passage is because I marvel at the risks that Jesus took in his ministry. They pale in comparison to the risks that we take today.

In fact the only time I hear people discussing risk is when it comes to money. For shame!

Philippians 2 reminds us that Jesus risked leaving an exalted seat in heaven for the life of an itinerant preacher who was obedient to a criminal’s death even though he was innocent of any and every crime. Matthew tells us that Jesus risked leaving his ministry to fishermen and unskilled, ordinary men and women. the Gospels point out that Jesus risked giving glory to God and bringing life to the marginalized and broken even though his methods lay outside the box of tradition.

Part of me is just enamored and challenged that Jesus might have risked being labeled as an outcast by touching and healing the leper.

That is where I want my faith to be. Am I risking it all to remain faithful to the things that God is calling me toward? Do I care more about my safety, my status, my reputation, my tradition than I do about seeking after the glory of God?

It all comes down to risk.

Wrestling With Scripture

Early Christians knew nothing of personal Bible studies. They wrestled with scripture together publicly in the context of synagogues and of the church body. In an effort to continue that tradition here at Kicking at the Darkness I want to begin a weekly discussion of passages in scripture that are difficult or that are thought-provoking. Hopefully the handful of you that read this site can benefit from healthy discussions and insights that we share with one another.

I’ll offer up the first passage for us to talk about.

I have been on Mark 1:38-45 for quite some time.

“Jesus replied, “Let us go somewhere else—to the nearby villages—so I can preach there also. That is why I have come.” So he traveled throughout Galilee, preaching in their synagogues and driving out demons.

A man with leprosy came to him and begged him on his knees, “If you are willing, you can make me clean.”

Jesus was indignant. He reached out his hand and touched the man. “I am willing,” he said. “Be clean!”

Immediately the leprosy left him and he was cleansed.

Jesus sent him away at once with a strong warning: “See that you don’t tell this to anyone. But go, show yourself to the priest and offer the sacrifices that Moses commanded for your cleansing, as a testimony to them.”

Instead he went out and began to talk freely, spreading the news. As a result, Jesus could no longer enter a town openly but stayed outside in lonely places. Yet the people still came to him from everywhere.”

Here is something I’ve been thinking about. For most of my life I assumed that the reason Jesus was unable to enter towns again was because the man blabbed and that the authorities were angry with Jesus for healing (as they often were). Obviously there is an element of “now the secret is out” but I wonder if my modern day understanding of celebrity has colored that way I envision people mobbing Jesus for attention. I think that there is another reason why Jesus was unable to enter public areas besides ruling authorities and rushing crowds.

I am now wondering if it was assumed that Jesus was now infected with leprosy because he touched the man in order to heal him and that is why he was relegated to “the lonely places.” Lepers were not able to live or even enter into cities.

It is the phrase “lonely places” that has driven me to this conclusion. The Greek word is “eremos” meaning solitary, desolate, lonely, wilderness, unpopulated. This would definitely describe the areas where lepers were forced to live.

If this is correct, what impact does it have on us in 2007? If Jesus was identified with the very people he rescued what does that mean for our reputations with the world?

Discuss.

Austin City Limits Weekend 3

Sunday

AT&T Stage

Ryan Shaw We caught the last half of Ryan Shaw’s set and what a half it was. Shaw’s soulful interpretation of the Beatles’ “Let It Be” was both bold (When I find myself in times of trouble/ You’re Holy Spirit comes to me) and powerful. This kid’s got the chops. The set was a lot of fun and Shaw was the only artist we saw come back out for an encore while at ACL.

Ryan Shaw Ryan Shaw 2

Grace Potter and the Nocturnals The biggest surprise of the weekend was with Grace Potter and the Nocturnals. I had seen this group from Vermont perform on Leno and so I was interested in hearing them live. They exceeded my expectations. Lots of jamming and I am a sucker for organ solos. They were on a smaller stage so we were able to sit close and were able to really see just how much fun this group was having. GP&N won the Highlight of Festival in my book.

Grace Potter Grace Potter and the Nocturnals 2 Grace Potter and the Nocturnals

Common Common, a last minute addition to the festival line-up, played in the middle of the afternoon on Sunday. I assumed that it would be well attended but I was blown away at just how big the crowd was. I was unable to get very close but Common’s deep lyrics and socially conscious beats rang out across Zilker Park and were unencumbered by distance. Great set.

Common Common on Stage

Bob Dylan I came, I saw, I preferred the mystery.

Bob

Over all I had a great time at Austin City Limits. Big props to my friend Scott who left his wife and baby boy to join me for the weekend. Their loss was my gain.

Despite losing some big name acts (Amy Winehouse, The White Stripes), ACL was a great experience. I think we saw about 20 full sets and then countless other acts as we walked the festival grounds. I am very interested in heading out to the festival next year. Who’s with me?

So Long ACL

Summer Staple

DMB Dallas, TX 9.22.07

Every summer we try and catch the Dave Matthews Band when their summer tour swings into Dallas. Tonight was one of their best shows here in Big D that I’ve ever seen. For once it was the perfect temperature for an outdoor event and the band was in a playful, upbeat mood. Lots of smiles and lots of music.

This was my favorite picture of the night. You can check out the rest by clicking here.

Have a great weekend everyone.

Austin City Limits Weekend 2

Saturday

No pictures today. I forgot my camera. D’oh!

The New Soul Invaders (11:30)
We started Saturday off listening to some sweet, soul music courtesy of the gospel group, The New Soul Invaders. The decidedly vanilla crowd didn’t quite know what to do with themselves but we enjoyed a little “church” before heading out into the hot sun.

Paulo Nutini
Paulo is a relative newcomer to the States. I had heard a few of his songs featured on Grey’s Anatony last season and was excited about seeing his set. Paulo looks and sings as though he had been hit square in the face with a frying pan. His set was upbeat and a lot of fun. My favorite moment came when he and his band covered “I Want to Be Like You” from Disney’s The Jungle Book.

Damien Rice (6:30)
I was completely surprised by Damien Rice’s set. I walked to the stage expecting a laid-back, piano-driven, mellow-rock set but what I got pure genius. I cannot adequately describe Rice’s set. It was an amazing, beautiful, jaw-dropping, angst filled, joy filled hour with amazing music. Awesome!

Arcade Fire (8:15)
I think that there are about 45 members of Arcade Fire. Their set revolved around their latest effort Neon Bible and was a nice way to end an extremely hot day. With the sun almost completely gone, the members of Arcade Fire took the stage with their assortment of instruments and mesmerized the crowd. Arcade Fire was a great representation of the entire day: Pleasant Surprises and Solid Musicianship.

Austin City Limits Weekend 1

My weekend at Austin City Limits Music Festival was unforgettable. I didn’t know quite what to expect driving down to Austin to spend three days in the sun listening to bands from all over the planet but I was excited about the experience.

ACL
Austin City Limits

Friday

I arrived in Austin and ate lunch/dinner across the street from the University of Texas. I then drove to 4th and Guadeloupe to take the shuttle from downtown to Zilker Park, the site of ACL. When I finally arrived at Zilker Park I exchanged my ticket for the three-day wristband and I was allowed into the festival grounds.

I had left my hat at home so it was necessary for me, if I wanted to survive until Sunday under the hot Texas sun, to purchase a new hat. Upon leaving the merch tent I headed to a small stage just past the entrance for my first taste of music.

Amy Lavere (2:40-5:20) Amy Lavere and her stand up bass was a pleasant surprise and the perfect act to kick off my weekend with. Lavere’s sweet southern charm and beautiful lilting voice cast a spell over me that lingered for the rest of the day. Songs like “Killing Him Didn’t Make the Love Go Away” and “I’ll Remember You” were a hauntingly beautiful mix of traditional country, jazz, blues, and bluegrass. Amazing stuff.

AMy Lavere Amy Lavere 2

Joss Stone/Crowded House At ACL there are 8 stages and 130 bands playing mostly one hour sets. Sometimes these sets over lap. One problem that I faced over the weekend was deciding whether I wanted to split sets in order to see and hear every artist that I wanted to see. The first split decision I made was to catch the beginning of Joss Stone’s set and then try and catch the last bit of Crowded Houses’s set.

Joss Stone walked out on stage and owned it completely. While standing there watching her strut and belt out her sweet soul music I couldn’t help but think of all the fake, lip synching crap female artists out there (think VMAs) who get lots of air time while a genuinely beautiful and insanely talented artist like Joss Stone barely gets a mention. I almost hated leaving her set early. I had to trek to the other side of the festival grounds to see Crowded House so unfortunately I had to take off.

When I reached the other stage Crowded House was changing instruments and introducing band members. About the time I found a place to stand they started playing their big hit “Don’t Dream It’s Over.” A wave of nostalgia swept over the crowd as soon as the first line was sung. It was a very communal experience.

Joss Stone Crowded House

Queens of the Stone Age I was bored to tears during Queens’ set. The only reason I was there was so I could have a great spot for the Killers. Yawn.

The Killers If there was one band that I was most excited about seeing this weekend it was the Killers. From start to finish their set was a complete spectacle. Brandon Flowers did not stand still once. He was all over the stage climbing on the piano and jumping off the monitors. His energy transferred to the audience and helped cap off a night of great music. They opened their set with a pitch perfect rendition of Sam’s Town and closed with the rousing version of (my favorite) All These Things I’ve Done. What a way to end day one!

The Killers

Micheal “The Toolboy” Felker

My dad is a great teacher, the best coach, and an awesome father.

However, when it came to projects around the house the only thing he taught me was how to hold the flashlight.

Since becoming a home owner he has come over and helped me fix a few things around the house. Some of these projects he has let me take the lead while others I’ve stood back, watched what he was doing, and, of course, held the flashlight.

Well today I bit off a bit more than I could chew on my own but I rocked it out.

Today I built a fence. By myself and sans flashlight.

Back in May, Sandy and I built a beautiful little patio in the corner of our backyard. We finished it on a Saturday and then the following Wednesday a storm picked up our fence and threw it onto our brand new oasis.

Through trial and error I have been trying to figure out how best to rebuild the fence but it has been slow going. A week after the storm my summer began in full force further preventing me from working on the fence. It has been a rough couple of months.

Without tooting my horn too much I think I did a great job on the fence today. I am beat!

I’m taking a few days off starting tomorrow. I’m headed down to Austin for the Austin City Limits Music Festival. I’ll try and update each day from the hotel.

Peace.

Encourage It Up

Today is the National Day of Encouragement

“The Day of Encouragement was the idea of a few high school students attending the National Leadership Forum in Searcy, Ark in June of 2007. The students were challenged to think of a way to help their schools. They decided that at the root of most problems lies discouragement. So, as one way to help that, let’s have a day where we focus on encouraging one another. Get together with students from your church, school, other organizations or just yourself, and find ways to encourage people around you.”

I want to challenge everyone out there to take the Day of Encouragement to heart and brighten someones day. Tip big at Starbucks! Tell someone how special they are! Talk to the cashier!

To me, encouragement lies in the small things.

Make a difference today!

National Day of Encouragement

Verse for Today

He who was seated on the throne said, ‘I am making everything new!’ Then he said, ‘Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.’ He said to me: ‘It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To the thirsty I will give water without cost from the spring of the water of life. Those who are victorious will inherit all this, and I will be their God and they will be my children. – Revelation 21:5-7

This was part of my reading today. I don’t know why but I just felt like posting it. We need to be reminded from time to time that Christ is the one who “makes all things new.” I love that his living water is without cost too.

Hope this helps you through the weekend.

Peace.

Cutting It Off

I am a few days into a 40 day fast.

I’m not fasting entirely from food but I am fasting from one particular facet of my diet that, in all honesty, has ruled my life for far too long.

My head hurts. My body aches. I am struggling to focus.

I am still waiting for that “clarity” that many people talk about during their fasts. I am ready for these headaches to end.

I have to remind myself that I am dedicating this time to God. This isn’t a “my-life-will-be-healthier-without-X-in-my-life” pursuit (no matter what my wife says). No, this is pursuit after God and a greater reliance on Him and His ways.

It hasn’t been the greatest week but I do find myself meditating a little more. I have been more conscious of my surroundings and I’ve taken more time mulling over my words.

When I see and desire the thing that I’ve given up (And this stuff is ubiquitous! It’s everywhere!!!) I am finding myself thinking of my promise which in turn reminds me of His promises and his faithfulness.

It hasn’t been easy but I didn’t expect it to be.

Regardless, I am in hot pursuit of delving a little deeper in my walk. In that regard it has been a great week.

If you want to join me I’ll be fasting through Oct 14th (It’s a little over 40 days). Drop me a line if you’re interested.