Again, I had difficulty sleeping last night. When I was in high school I was prescibed some sleeping pills. I know that sleeping pills carry a high risk of dependence but I did not have to worry about that. My mother only let me take them once. ONCE. Of couse, years later she offered them to me again while my wife and I were visiting my parent’s house. I quiped that they would help me sleep alright, forever!

My late night ritual is as follows:

Toss, toss, toss. Turn, turn, toss. Lay on the couch for 20 minutes. Read for 30 min. Lay on other couch. Turn on TV. Laugh at the 400 Lunesta commercials on between 1 o’clock and 2 o’clock. Go back to bed. Toss, toss, turn.

It goes on like this for 2 or 3 hours. It gets real old real quick. Now I don’t know if I need to go to the doctor because I’m sick or because that little flying butterfly told me to buy Lunesta. All I know is, I am tired.

October is here! Yeah!!!!!!

As fall approaches my schedlue begins to fill up fast. I will be in Atlanta at the end of the week bloging from the 2005 Catalyst Conference at the Gwinnett Center. I went to Catalyst back in 2003. I am excited about this year’s line up including Don Miller and Malcolm Gladwell. It should be great.

I am also in the process of finishing the schedule for something here at work. I am about a month out and the program is filling up nicely.

I’ll continue updating almost evryday. I have just been so tired the last few weeks. I haven’t been sleeping well. I think I need to schedule a docotr’s appointment. We shall see.

Peace.

While the afternoons are still hot and humid, the morning and evening hours are begining to cool. We are moving into my favorite time of year: Autumn. I know, I know. I grew up in Texas. How could I like fall? I just do. I know that the colors do not burst into amazing shades of red and yellow. Everything is kinda, well, just brown. But I love the fall. I think it is the cooler weather. October is my favorite. November is a close second. This past week I have been spinning one of the best Autumn albums, Counting Crows’ August and Everything After. That album captures the quintessential September/October/November sound.

So, go grab your old CD collection. You know the one that you haven’t listened to in a while. I know you have this album. There it is. Right in between Jagged Little Pill and Pieces of You.

Stepped out the front door like a ghost into the fog where no one notices the contrast of white on white…

This afternoon I drove past a gas station and thought,

“Hmmm. $2.79 a gallon. That’s not too bad.”

Is That A Problem?

Because I waited to the very last minute to change web hosts, I haven’t been able to pontificate on a few things. Here is what I missed:

Harding’s “testicular fortitude” is called into question after it cancels Ann Coulter

That story gets picked up by the Daily Kos.

Still no outrage at Robert Kennedy Jr. for his assinine comments.

I’m sick. (sniff-sniff)

So far that’s it. I guess I didn’t miss that much.

I know that the site has been down for a few hours but, we’re back baby! Yeah!

I have moved to a new web host. WebbleYou is the best solution for Kicking at the Darkness. Justin, the guy that brings you WebbleYou, also created the wordpress theme that you see before you. Great prices, quick turn around. It costs $4 a month and you need to supply only one urine sample. That’s it!

If you are looking at moving from blogger or you just want a great web site, WebbleYou could be your best solution too.

This is the letter I sent to Harding in response to their decision to disinvite Ann Coulter to speak on campus. This decision came after weeks of discussion in the blogosphere and on campus. Thankfully, the adminstration heard the cries of those who disagree with the way Ms. Coulter approaches those with whom she disagrees. I, for one, am glad to see that Ms. Coulter’s hateful arrogance is not welcome at Harding University.

My name in Micheal James Felker and I am a 2003 graduate of Harding University. On August 22, 2005, I wrote to you asking that you please reconsider bringing Ms. Ann Coulter to campus as part of the 2005-06 American Studies Institute’s Distinguished Lecture Series.

I wanted to write you again to say thank you for reconsidering. I know that you must have received dozens of emails, countless phone calls, and many letters concerning this issue. You listened to them all (although some were likely more harder to listen to than others). Dr. David Burks, once again, showed how true leaders should operate. I know that Dr. Burks works hard to make Harding an exceptional university. I believe that this decision is an example of that vision. The rest of the leadership at Harding deserves a round of applause for their willingness to hear from their stake-holders.

I know that this decision was made after much prayer and much disagreement. I know that it was not an easy decision to make but I am grateful that the administration took the time to re-evaluate and to listen to the concerns of others. I am proud to be a Bison!

Thank You.

Sincerely,
Micheal Felker
Campus Minister

You can read more about the decision and how bloggers helped make the difference here in an article from the Daily Citizen. Thanks to Greg and J.A. for pointing out this article.

Hannah sent me an email this afternoon telling me that Harding has changed the speaker line-up for their ASI Lecture Series. She recieved this email from her mother, an HU employee:

“The administration has re-evaluated its decision to include Ms. Ann Coulter in the 2005-2006 American Studies Distinguished Lecture Series. In lieu of Ms. Coulter’s presentation, the university has extended an invitation to Jose Maria Aznar, the former president of Spain. He has accepted our invitation, and his presentation will be Feb. 14.”

I knew that Harding would do the right thing.

By the way, the right thing isn’t to agree with me. Even if they had issued a statement saying that they had re-evaluated the decision and felt that Ms. Coulter should still come and speak, I would have felt appeased. I wouldn’t have agreed with them but I would have felt like we were listened to. I would have felt like my letter ended up on a desk and not in the wastebasket. It is good to know that the administration listens to its constituents. Way to Go!!!

Now it is time for us to do the right thing.

I challenge everyone who wrote or called or complained about this issue to send a letter of thanks to the University. Thanks for listening, thanks for hearing, thanks for doing the right thing. I’ll write mine tonight and post it here tomorrow.

I love Harding and I want the best from her and I expect the best from the people who walked her halls.

That’s Right! I am officially a fat sack of crap. If you will, please take note of the new addition to your left of your screen. It is my crummy little way of holding myself accountable as I begin to try taking better care of myself. Although I am unhappy with my weight I am more concerned with my sedintary lifestyle. I really don’t eat that bad. I like salads and veggies. I rarely eat dessert because I HATE cake and pies. My big problem is Coke and Dr. Pepper (Oh sweet Dr. Pepper I love thee so!). I am cutting my sugar intake and I am working out.

So check back and see my progress. I’ll update my weight about every two weeks. And I’ll keep a running count of my miles each week.

Pray for me as I begin refurbishing my temple.

Felker